Is there anything cuter than a cute girl in a cute kimodo??
Also don't miss out her cute face making clip below.
Nozomi Sasaki (佐々木希)
Nozomi Sasaki (佐々木希)
Birth date: February 8, 1988
Blood type: AB
Hometown: Akita Prefecture
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
The fresh unemployed
It does not come as a surprise really. Not when you see the disheartening numbers: Global unemployment expected to rise by 25 million over the next two years; estimated total number of jobless people around the world at the end of this year - 210 million.
Graduates no longer have the luxury of looking for their dream jobs but rather take whatever jobs they can find. We live in a world of demand and supply. Since the job market is oversupplied, there is already overabundance of over-qualified workers. Then you start thinking about the future. There is growing numbers of people looking to go back to school as a response to diminishing work opportunities. In 2 to 3 years time, fresh graduates will once again flood the turning market. Let’s face it. No matter how much you study, you will be facing intense competition when you join the workforce.
Education no longer equates to a good job and in turn downplays the significance of institutions of higher learning. If you take away the teaching, schools still provide an invaluable experience and social networks. Does it justify investing years in pursuing a degree and the costs incurred? Of which leaves something to ponder upon.
Graduates no longer have the luxury of looking for their dream jobs but rather take whatever jobs they can find. We live in a world of demand and supply. Since the job market is oversupplied, there is already overabundance of over-qualified workers. Then you start thinking about the future. There is growing numbers of people looking to go back to school as a response to diminishing work opportunities. In 2 to 3 years time, fresh graduates will once again flood the turning market. Let’s face it. No matter how much you study, you will be facing intense competition when you join the workforce.
Education no longer equates to a good job and in turn downplays the significance of institutions of higher learning. If you take away the teaching, schools still provide an invaluable experience and social networks. Does it justify investing years in pursuing a degree and the costs incurred? Of which leaves something to ponder upon.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Profound Thoughts
Two men are out ice fishing at their favourite fishing hole,just fishing quietly and drinking beer.
Almost silently, so as not to scare the fish, Bob says, 'I think I'm gonna divorce my wife. She hasn't spoken to me in over 2 months.
'Earl continues slowly sipping his beer, then thoughtfully says,'You better think it over, Bob. Women like that are hard to find.'
Saturday, January 10, 2009
M. Liminal - Vancouver's most expensive piano
January 10, 2009
MOST EXPENSIVE PIANO TO EVER VISIT CANADA MAKES PIT-STOP IN VANCOUVER
VANCOUVER, BC - It's called the "M. Liminal" and it's built by Paolo Fazioli in Italy. There are only five in existence. With a price tag of nearly half-a-million dollars, the M. Liminal is the most expensive piano ever to visit Canada.
Many have said that it's the most futuristic looking piano they have ever seen. The impressively 'avant-garde' art case stretches to a length of almost nine-feet! This beautiful work of art is on display at Showcase Pianos in Vancouver, 1224 West Broadway
Sixteen Fazioli grand pianos have been sold through the relatively new Showcase Pianos store since they opened a year ago. Fazioli Pianoforti in Italy confirms that this is a record for a new dealer.
"This proved to me that bringing these amazing instruments to BC was long overdue", says store owner Manuel Bernaschek.
"For many years there was much talk in the piano community about a man in Italy who was making the finest pianos in the world. We kept hearing that more and more famous pianists were converting to playing on Fazioli pianos, so I really wanted to bring them here."
Paolo Fazioli is the new kid on the block in the world of piano making, a place that doesn't often get newcomers. In 1979 Paolo Fazioli - himself a pianist and an engineer - decided that he wanted to create the best piano known to man. Now, 30 years later, Fazioli Pianoforti in Italy is widely regarded as the finest piano maker in the world.
Although various orchestras across Europe and Asia use the Italian made piano as their main performance instrument, the Vancouver Metropolitan Orchestra (VMO) made history last week when it became the first orchestra in North America to choose a Fazioli as one of their performance instruments.
STORE OWNER THROWS IN LUXURIOUS VACATION GETAWAY WORTH $11,000
In recent months many retailers have been creating their own 'economic bailout', throwing in 'a little something extra' as an added encouragement for consumers to spend their hard earned dollars.
Bernaschek is giving away a three night's vacation package for two at the incredibly luxurious Clayoquot Wilderness Resort on Vancouver Island.
Located in the fragile Clayoquot Sound Biosphere reserve, this all-inclusive resort is one of the most unique and exclusive eco-destinations in the world, and in recent years has become a popular vacation spot among celebrities.
The M. Liminal can be seen together with a Fazioli that is finished in the exotic Amboina wood from Indonesia - one of the rarest woods in the world.
MOST EXPENSIVE PIANO TO EVER VISIT CANADA MAKES PIT-STOP IN VANCOUVER
VANCOUVER, BC - It's called the "M. Liminal" and it's built by Paolo Fazioli in Italy. There are only five in existence. With a price tag of nearly half-a-million dollars, the M. Liminal is the most expensive piano ever to visit Canada.
Many have said that it's the most futuristic looking piano they have ever seen. The impressively 'avant-garde' art case stretches to a length of almost nine-feet! This beautiful work of art is on display at Showcase Pianos in Vancouver, 1224 West Broadway
Sixteen Fazioli grand pianos have been sold through the relatively new Showcase Pianos store since they opened a year ago. Fazioli Pianoforti in Italy confirms that this is a record for a new dealer.
"This proved to me that bringing these amazing instruments to BC was long overdue", says store owner Manuel Bernaschek.
"For many years there was much talk in the piano community about a man in Italy who was making the finest pianos in the world. We kept hearing that more and more famous pianists were converting to playing on Fazioli pianos, so I really wanted to bring them here."
Paolo Fazioli is the new kid on the block in the world of piano making, a place that doesn't often get newcomers. In 1979 Paolo Fazioli - himself a pianist and an engineer - decided that he wanted to create the best piano known to man. Now, 30 years later, Fazioli Pianoforti in Italy is widely regarded as the finest piano maker in the world.
Although various orchestras across Europe and Asia use the Italian made piano as their main performance instrument, the Vancouver Metropolitan Orchestra (VMO) made history last week when it became the first orchestra in North America to choose a Fazioli as one of their performance instruments.
STORE OWNER THROWS IN LUXURIOUS VACATION GETAWAY WORTH $11,000
In recent months many retailers have been creating their own 'economic bailout', throwing in 'a little something extra' as an added encouragement for consumers to spend their hard earned dollars.
Bernaschek is giving away a three night's vacation package for two at the incredibly luxurious Clayoquot Wilderness Resort on Vancouver Island.
Located in the fragile Clayoquot Sound Biosphere reserve, this all-inclusive resort is one of the most unique and exclusive eco-destinations in the world, and in recent years has become a popular vacation spot among celebrities.
The M. Liminal can be seen together with a Fazioli that is finished in the exotic Amboina wood from Indonesia - one of the rarest woods in the world.
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PERSONAL NOTES:
Honestly, I have never heard of Fazioli till of late. But then again, I am not that active in the field. I am also not good enough to tell the difference between the woods which is key to determining a piano's quality. My first impression of Fazioli recognized it as a great piano but still it did not sway my preference for my Steinway. It is simply too light for my liking which some players prefer. Yet the more I play it and as I get used to its action, it started to grow on me.
So from totally oblivious to its existence to being somewhat of a fan, it can be attributed to my dad's persistence to visit the store and learn about the product. I am not even sure of my dad's recent obssession with music. This is not to say that he doesn't appreciate them in the past, but it seems like it is all he talks about these days. Layers and layers of research materials still lie on his desk. Maybe this is his mid-life crisis. Maybe he finally has time to find a hobby. Who knows?
Why God never got a PHD
WARNING: Material might be offensive to some. Proceed at own risk.
1. He had only one major publication.
2. It was in Hebrew.
3. It had no references.
4. It wasn't published in a refereed journal.
5. Some even doubt he wrote it by himself.
6. It may be true that he created the world, but what has he done since then?
7. His cooperative efforts have been quite limited.
8. The scientific community has had a hard time replicating his results.
9. He never applied to the ethics board for permission to use human subjects.
10. When one experiment went awry he tried to cover it by drowning his subjects.
11. When subjects didn't behave as predicted, he deleted them from the sample.
12. He rarely came to class, just told students to read the book.
13. Some say he had his son teach the class.
14. He expelled his first two students for learning.
15. Although there were only 10 requirements, most of his students failed his tests.
16. His office hours were infrequent and usually held on a mountain top.
17. No record of working well with colleagues.
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Some people do not think that we should make fun of his Holiness. Well, forgive me for I am an atheist and do not believe that a little humor will hurt. Not to show his Holiness any disrespect but I found this joke quite intelligent and funny. Point made.
1. He had only one major publication.
2. It was in Hebrew.
3. It had no references.
4. It wasn't published in a refereed journal.
5. Some even doubt he wrote it by himself.
6. It may be true that he created the world, but what has he done since then?
7. His cooperative efforts have been quite limited.
8. The scientific community has had a hard time replicating his results.
9. He never applied to the ethics board for permission to use human subjects.
10. When one experiment went awry he tried to cover it by drowning his subjects.
11. When subjects didn't behave as predicted, he deleted them from the sample.
12. He rarely came to class, just told students to read the book.
13. Some say he had his son teach the class.
14. He expelled his first two students for learning.
15. Although there were only 10 requirements, most of his students failed his tests.
16. His office hours were infrequent and usually held on a mountain top.
17. No record of working well with colleagues.
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Some people do not think that we should make fun of his Holiness. Well, forgive me for I am an atheist and do not believe that a little humor will hurt. Not to show his Holiness any disrespect but I found this joke quite intelligent and funny. Point made.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Job Loss - The Good & The Bad
Headlines blared "worst since 1945" on Jan. 9 after the Bureau of Labor Statistics announced the U.S. economy lost 524,000 jobs in December and 2.6 million for 2008 as a whole. Get a grip, people. We all know things will go continue southbound with more job losses to come as companies either learn to cut costs or go bankrupt. But this is not the time to panick as it does not help us, not one bit.
Plus, I am sick of hearing all these comparisons to some 60 years ago depression or even recent years. The fact is we are threading on unchartered waters and it is all beyond what history can tell us. Heck, logic has long been a casualty in this war.
Now, as we take a closer look at the shocking numbers of job losses, we can understand one thing. The employers are cutting in bulks so as to avoid small dribbles of smaller cuts in the months to follow. If you think about it, this is really a good sign that companies are not waiting around for help but taking actions to prepare for the growing storm. It is therefore unlikely that the job loss numbers get any worse.
And let's not forget, crisis breeds opportunities. Money is scarce. Markets are volatile. Morale is harder to boost in an atmosphere of anxiety. The world is different and continues to change beyond anyone's comprehension. This is the time people will make it or break it. Taking away your job will leave you with more time to study the current environment and think about what to do.
What to do when capital has dried up all over and banks are not lending except to special clients? You need to recognize that the key players are those with the fundings to take advantage of the situation. For those non-key players, it is imprudent they learn to follow the key lead.
Just remember, a job will never make you rich. But opportunities will.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
How to do business
Check out this 15 year old cartoon. If this means that they realize the problem 15 years ago...... what the hell have they been doing since?
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
The sexiest Guan Yin (观音)
In the new Journey to the West (西游记), we will get to see Bai Ling(白灵) playing Guan Yin (观音). Talk about shocking. There are mixed sentiments regarding this cast choice as Bai Ling is better known for her roles in movies like "Red Corner", "Three Extremes - Dumplings" (饺子) and even her posing nude for Playboy in 2005.
Interestingly, this JTTW rendition has changed the story line so much so that Guan Yin will fall in love with the Monk Xuan Zang (玄奘). Wait, there's more!! Guan Yin drinks Martini and Xuan Zang is white. Yes. White!! They will even kiss and hope to be together next life (apparently this life, they are both a little busy being noble).
What can I say? It is a crazy world. You better keep an open mind.
A short chinese article discusses the show here.
Note: Guan Yin's mortal life was a male and she has been debated to be both male and female in immortal form.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Yuri Ebihara
Yuri Ebihara is a Japanese model and actress. She is especially popular with young men and women. She has been quoted as saying, "If someone doesn't find me cute, I want to know why because then I'll work on it to get better at being cute". Heck, she is about as cute as it comes.
ProfileName: Yuri Ebihara 蛯原友里
Profession: Model and Actress
Birth date: 3 October 1979
Horoscope: LibraHeight: 168 cm
Place of birth: Miyazaki, Japan
Measurements: B82/W56/H84
Monday, January 5, 2009
This Year Will Be Crazier Than 2008
Check out the mock article "This Year Will Be Crazier Than 2008: William Pesek".
Seriously...... it might happen.
Seriously...... it might happen.
Two-screen Laptops - The next generation
Lenovo and Hewlett-Packard are messing about with laptop forms in some rather interesting new ways. The former's ThinkPad W700ds (pictured above left) has a 17-inch display--and a 10.5-inch fold-out screen, perfect for palettes. The latter's Firefly (above right) also has a 17-inch screen, and a small 4.3-inch display buried right underneath it.
Neither of these machines are light--the ThinkPad weighs in at 11 pounds, while the Firefly tips the scales at 13 pounds. But a key difference is that the Lenovo is real (due for release this month) while the HP is just a concept.
Report From Core77
Two screen laptops is becoming quite a common concept. Asus plans to ship new notebooks that have touch screens on both the top (where the screen normally goes) and the bottom (where the keyboard normally goes) as early as the first quarter of 2009, according to a report. It features four usage modes as listed below. This is the one I am really looking forward to.
1. Tablet mode. Snap the laptop open and flat, and the two screens work together as one giant touch screen.
2. Laptop mode. Open the virtual keyboard, which appears full-size on the bottom touch screen, and use like a regular clamshell laptop.
3. Book mode. Open an e-Book and hold it sideways like an open book. One page appears on the left screen and the next page appears on the right. Touch the corner to turn the page.
4. Two-person mode. Open it flat again like Tablet mode, but click a button to make one screen orient itself for one user and the other toward you.
Friday, January 2, 2009
爱呼2：爱情左右 (FIT LOVER 2008)
30 may be the mark of a man's maturity but it is also an important age for a woman. This story evolves around a woman turning 30 and given 12 choices for her ideal mate. How will she choose? She is a beautiful TV host who lives in a huge apartment and has enough money to squander. Not quite like the desperate type but overall still a realistic rendition of the modern career women. I am not even sure why I enjoyed it. The impossible-to-please lady brings a smile to my face and then there are the times even if it seems so right, it is so wrong.
Now these are 12 prime choices, each with their own charm but also flaws. There is the straight-forward tycoon who goes to a nightclub and pays the ladies to answer his question on what woman wants. Unfortunately, he has a skewed sense of romance and knows nothing about what women want. Moving on. There is the struggling artist who is finally able to put down his sob-sob past and attempt to love again. What’s there not to love about a guy who can’t work in a clean environment and trusts his feelings so immensely? We even have the ultimate romantic insurance salesman who knows how to sweet talk and all the special ways to touch a lady. But in the end, it was the guy who has always loved her who won her heart. Maybe this is proof that love transcends time and is patient.
I have always liked the female lead, 林嘉欣. She has the sweetest smile that can melt anyone’s heart and has that special effect. She is not gorgeous or stunning but she has a certain quality that shines through. I may be biased as I have always been a fan so forgive me. Her performance in this show while entertaining does not reflect her best work. I believe all the guest appearances took away the attention on her, well because they had better acting and more appeal. This is similar to a concert where you get all these guests appearing in the middle.
Nowadays, anything that can break a few laughs can be a success on the big screen - no matter how idiotic or pointless the plot. Romance have been done so many times but can never get old. People want to believe in love and hope.
Now these are 12 prime choices, each with their own charm but also flaws. There is the straight-forward tycoon who goes to a nightclub and pays the ladies to answer his question on what woman wants. Unfortunately, he has a skewed sense of romance and knows nothing about what women want. Moving on. There is the struggling artist who is finally able to put down his sob-sob past and attempt to love again. What’s there not to love about a guy who can’t work in a clean environment and trusts his feelings so immensely? We even have the ultimate romantic insurance salesman who knows how to sweet talk and all the special ways to touch a lady. But in the end, it was the guy who has always loved her who won her heart. Maybe this is proof that love transcends time and is patient.
I have always liked the female lead, 林嘉欣. She has the sweetest smile that can melt anyone’s heart and has that special effect. She is not gorgeous or stunning but she has a certain quality that shines through. I may be biased as I have always been a fan so forgive me. Her performance in this show while entertaining does not reflect her best work. I believe all the guest appearances took away the attention on her, well because they had better acting and more appeal. This is similar to a concert where you get all these guests appearing in the middle.
Nowadays, anything that can break a few laughs can be a success on the big screen - no matter how idiotic or pointless the plot. Romance have been done so many times but can never get old. People want to believe in love and hope.
1.
追求者林申送上一个老女人的雕塑求婚：“这是罗丹晚年的一个杰作，雕塑上的老妇曾是一个绮年玉貌，倾倒一世的宫女，现在是到了色衰貌减，不堪回首的暮年。梦想着永久的青春和美貌，醉心于无穷的幸福与爱情，眼见着这副枯骨衰败零落，悲痛骨铭心！……青春是无情的，送你这座雕塑完全是一个善意的忠告，你可以拒绝我，不要拒绝青春。”
2.
女主角：“我对你没有感觉”
范伟：“你慢慢感，就有觉了”
范伟：“想…不想知道卡里的钱数？”
女主角：“我想知道你的岁数。”
范伟：“……32……”
女主角：“这是你全部的岁数么？”
范伟：“………这是一…部分。”
女主角：“我们的基础在哪里？”
范伟：“人怕出名猪怕壮，男怕没钱女怕胖。我有钱，你不胖，我们不是很有基础么？”
女主角：“可是我喜欢白马王子。”
范伟颓然坐进沙发“……那完了，他们都叫我黑马胖子……”
3.
假愤青真痴情邓超：“你这个进化不完全的生命体，基因突变的外星人，化粪池堵塞的凶手，阴阳失调的黑猩猩,和蟑螂共存活的超个体，生命力腐烂的半植物，每天退化三次的活恐龙，宇宙反复毁灭的原材料，你摸过的键盘上连阿米巴原虫都活不下去，你喷出来的口水比SARS还要致命百倍，只要你抬头臭氧层就要破个洞，连丢进太阳系都嫌你不够环保，思想有多远，你就滚多远吧”
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
New Year's Resolution
Every New Year’s eve, I make a list of New Year’s resolutions that will supposedly better my life, and every year I break them. These are all achievable promises, mind you, I just never put my mind to it for longer than 2 months. Don’t give me that look, I know you have done the same thing before.
This year, I asked myself what does turning 30 this coming year mean to me. I can blame a million small things for my laziness but the bottom line is that my health is suffering and I have yet to have anything significant going for me in my life. What am I doing wrong?! Well I’ve had a year to think about this and this is what I have come up with.
This year, I asked myself what does turning 30 this coming year mean to me. I can blame a million small things for my laziness but the bottom line is that my health is suffering and I have yet to have anything significant going for me in my life. What am I doing wrong?! Well I’ve had a year to think about this and this is what I have come up with.
I need a mantra. A few days ago I saw the Jim Carrey movie, The Yes Man. I’m not a big Carrey fan and I particularly hate his later works, the movie was barely so-so, but I liked the concept. Not to give too much away but Carrey’s character is a guy who avoids life. Then one day he starts saying yes to everything and his life is dramatically changed. Now I’m not suggesting you go that far but maybe a key word could be used to trigger an alternative response to a negative action.
FRIEND – Organize at least 1 event per week and make new friends
READ – Read a book per week (Instead of all the wasted nights of bad movies)
READ – Read a book per week (Instead of all the wasted nights of bad movies)
EXERCISE – Substitute the couch time by going for a run or exercise
MUSIC – Master 2 songs every month
MUSIC – Master 2 songs every month
You get the idea. Nothing big, but if I keep reminding myself with these words everyday when I am indulging in sloth, I might actually accomplish something this year.
Here is to the end of 2008, a fun and eventful year.
Here is to the end of 2008, a fun and eventful year.
Good luck and Happy New Year to all!!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
LG 3G Watch-Phone
LG’s new watch phone (model LG-GD910) is a fun gadget that LG claims is the first 3G HSDPA phone in the world. This gizmo has a number of interesting features including the ability to hold video chat conferences at wrist level (sounds Inspector Gadget like), offers Text to Speech (TTS) to read incoming email and also comes with MP3 playback and a 1.43″ color touchscreen LCD display. The new GD910 is expected to hit retail markets in Europe and Korea just after it’s launch at CES 2009.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Sick and almost recovered
What a dreadful Christmas to be confined to bed burning up and coughing my lungs out. A week of heavy flu coincided with a week of heavy snow and thankfully, everything is a little better now. There is a lot of work piled up as I took 2 days sick leave off work. Time to start clearing the To-do list one by one.
Monday, December 22, 2008
Scent of a Woman
(From Wikipedia)
Scent of a Woman is a 1992 film which tells the story of a preparatory school student who takes a job as an assistant to an irascible blind, medically retired Army officer. It stars Al Pacino, Chris O’Donnell, James Rebhorn, Gabrielle Anwar, and Philip Seymour Hoffman.
It won the Academy Award for Best Actor (Al Pacino) and was nominated for Best Director, Best Picture and Best Adapted Screenplay.
Scent of a Woman is a 1992 film which tells the story of a preparatory school student who takes a job as an assistant to an irascible blind, medically retired Army officer. It stars Al Pacino, Chris O’Donnell, James Rebhorn, Gabrielle Anwar, and Philip Seymour Hoffman.
It won the Academy Award for Best Actor (Al Pacino) and was nominated for Best Director, Best Picture and Best Adapted Screenplay.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Under the weather
So we are going to have a white Christmas in Vancouver this year. But at -10 or so degrees, the cold bug has been strong and active leaving many feeling under the weather. Meanwhile, I think I have a fever, sore throat and probably flu. It aches all over making it hard to ignore. I have never been a fan of medicine, but I will probably take some Tylenol and hope to make it through the night.
On another note, lately I have been missing a lot of my piano practise and I am not going to make excuses. Since I am going to be resting at home a bit more now especially with two days of Holidays, this is a real good time to get back on track. Two hours of practise everyday or more. I hate it that my fingers are so stiff nowadays......
On another note, lately I have been missing a lot of my piano practise and I am not going to make excuses. Since I am going to be resting at home a bit more now especially with two days of Holidays, this is a real good time to get back on track. Two hours of practise everyday or more. I hate it that my fingers are so stiff nowadays......
Friday, December 19, 2008
What is constitution?
To answer "What the hell is the US doing?" as can be exemplified from the Madoff mess, here is a scene from a great movie "With Honors".
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Simon Wilder: You asked the question, sir, now let me answer it. The beauty of the Constitution is that it can always be changed. The beauty of the Constitution is that it makes no set law other than faith in the wisdom of ordinary people to govern themselves.
Prof. Pitkannan: Faith in the wisdom of the people is exactly what makes the Constitution incomplete and crude.
Simon Wilder: Crude? No, sir. Our "founding parents" were pompous, white, middle-aged farmers, but they were also great men. Because they knew one thing that all great men should know: that they didn't know everything. Sure, they'd make mistakes, but they made sure to leave a way to correct them. The president is not an "elected king," no matter how many bombs he can drop. Because the "crude" Constitution doesn't trust him. He's just a bum, okay Mr. Pitkannan? He's just a bum.
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Simon Wilder: You asked the question, sir, now let me answer it. The beauty of the Constitution is that it can always be changed. The beauty of the Constitution is that it makes no set law other than faith in the wisdom of ordinary people to govern themselves.
Prof. Pitkannan: Faith in the wisdom of the people is exactly what makes the Constitution incomplete and crude.
Simon Wilder: Crude? No, sir. Our "founding parents" were pompous, white, middle-aged farmers, but they were also great men. Because they knew one thing that all great men should know: that they didn't know everything. Sure, they'd make mistakes, but they made sure to leave a way to correct them. The president is not an "elected king," no matter how many bombs he can drop. Because the "crude" Constitution doesn't trust him. He's just a bum, okay Mr. Pitkannan? He's just a bum.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Not meant to be
She stands in loneliness, drenched in the rain of emotions that come with age. Some things in life tattoo themselves onto you. They may be beautiful, but they leave you scarred for life. You can see it on her face and in her eyes - listless, restless and soulless. I understand. I do because we are haunted by the same story that was not meant to be.
When did it all start? My memory is kind of fuzzy. But something keeps singing in my ears, “Why do I think of you deeply every time the rain floats by?” The rain has its own story. There is a child of dew in envy of the birds. He prays to fly freely in the sky. An angel, touched by his purity, granted his wish. For a short while, he was happy. But with each thunder roar and lighting flash, he misses the calm and peaceful life more. Then a drizzle turns into rain and the rain turns into a storm. They all have their has their own story. She has hers and I have mine.
It is funny. How our timing plays these jokes on us. When I have an umbrella, it never rains. Then when I least expects it…. Timing, oh thou a cruel bitch. I would catch her tear with my finger and leave that sparkle in her eyes. Know that even though the letters stopped, my heart never did. I never wanted to say goodbye, but I did. Maybe I always believed we will meet again at the crossroads and everything will be different in a good way. The hellos, the how-are-yous, the eyes on eyes and a million other things tattoo themselves in my soul every day, every minute….. every second. And I still believe.
Until I cannot write any more words of pride and the thirst for words have dried. Until the reason is no longer enough for me to live in self delusion, life still goes on. She still stands in loneliness, drenched in the rain of emotions that come with age. But so do I.
When did it all start? My memory is kind of fuzzy. But something keeps singing in my ears, “Why do I think of you deeply every time the rain floats by?” The rain has its own story. There is a child of dew in envy of the birds. He prays to fly freely in the sky. An angel, touched by his purity, granted his wish. For a short while, he was happy. But with each thunder roar and lighting flash, he misses the calm and peaceful life more. Then a drizzle turns into rain and the rain turns into a storm. They all have their has their own story. She has hers and I have mine.
It is funny. How our timing plays these jokes on us. When I have an umbrella, it never rains. Then when I least expects it…. Timing, oh thou a cruel bitch. I would catch her tear with my finger and leave that sparkle in her eyes. Know that even though the letters stopped, my heart never did. I never wanted to say goodbye, but I did. Maybe I always believed we will meet again at the crossroads and everything will be different in a good way. The hellos, the how-are-yous, the eyes on eyes and a million other things tattoo themselves in my soul every day, every minute….. every second. And I still believe.
Until I cannot write any more words of pride and the thirst for words have dried. Until the reason is no longer enough for me to live in self delusion, life still goes on. She still stands in loneliness, drenched in the rain of emotions that come with age. But so do I.
Nutrition of love
Inspired during Danny's party, I searched around and found an article with a compilation of common foods and their metaphysical associations. The Magic In Food - Love.
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Apple: Draws a lover, erotic experiences to you. Increases attraction. Apple compote with cinnamon is thought to speed up the arrival of a lover to you or encourage a reluctant lover to make a cerebral relationship physical.
Apricot: For flirtation or light hearted romantic experience.
Avocado: To make yourself appear younger to others or increase personal beauty or attractiveness. Avocado is the love apple of Venus.
Banana: Eaten by males - increases fertility and heroism. Eaten by females - draws a lover.
Beets: Increases virility, passion, erotica and fertility. It is a root so it grounds a relationship and binds the lover to you.
Blueberry: To eliminate obstacles or rivals that may come between you. As you swallow each blueberry, imagine the things that come between you falling away or disappearing.
Butter: To eliminate hostility and arguments. While smoothing it on a piece of bread, hopefully with a little honey too, think of things smoothing out.
Cardamom: This herb is thought to amplify a love that is already there or strengthen existing relationships. Drink a cup of Chai tea with cardamom in it for this purpose.
Carrot: Helps bring masculine energies to a woman. For a man strengthens virility.
Celery: Increases libido and passion. Encourages reluctant lovers to take action
Cherry: Eat for love, health and to boost sexual attraction.
Chocolate: An aphrodisiac. Lifts moods and attracts sensual experiences. Binds lovers.
Clove: Add clove to curry dishes, baked dishes and hot chocolate for fun, love and erotic experiences. This is also the bud of stolen kisses so it is good for mistresses to spike their lover's meals with it.
Coriander: Add to curries and salads to attract your soulmate. It represents a high spiritual love combined with wisdom.
Cucumber: Eaten for sexual stamina, beautiful skin. Chop with extreme prejudice if you are into revenge on a certain philandering male.
Eggs: An ancient symbol of conception: Eat for fertility and fidelity.
Garlic: Eat to banish the "other woman" or a rival who may be in the way.
Grapes: Grapes are a symbol of a happy marriage and many children. Eat to increase fertility and emotional security. Can also be used to increase your popularity with opposite sex. As you eat each grape, picture another lover coming your way ? known or unknown. Red grapes are best for this purpose.
Guava: Relieves heartbreak, attracts new romance, revives the erotic imagination.
Honey: The nectar of the Gods. Sweetens up a relationship. Attracts positive love and attention.
Lemon: Marriage, joy, fidelity, pure intentions and longevity in a relationship.
Mushrooms: Eat raw to make yourself beautiful and increase your feminine mystique.
Orange: Health, fidelity, love and joy.
Peanut: Crack these open from the shell and attract more male energy into your life.
Peas: Used to attract love, positive Goddess energy into life.
Pineapple: To attract a wealthy lover.
Pomegranate: For fertility, erotic imagination, a long line of descendants. Also eaten sometimes to attract numerous partners or a wealthy partner.
Popcorn: For popularity and fun. As each corn pops in the microwave, picture another positive romantic event.
Pork: Eaten for fertility.
Quince: Are traditionally eaten for happiness between lovers.
Raspberry: For sexual stamina and amplifying love that is there.
Sweet Relish: For enhancing sexual passion.
Rice: For childbearing and fertility.
Sausage: To bring kinky sexual partners to you, a variety of partners or social excitement.
Strawberry: To attract a lover, to increase sexual intensity and stamina of a lover. To make a lover think of you eat a strawberry every day.
Sweet Potato: To attract a well grounded, emotional secure, gentle wise love.
Maple Syrup: To assure a positive "first meeting" or that a blind date goes well.
Tomato: The original "love apple". Eat to attract a partner or increase the love that is already there.
Tangerine: Health, fidelity, flirtation, love, joy and childlike qualities. Banishes heaviness
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Apple: Draws a lover, erotic experiences to you. Increases attraction. Apple compote with cinnamon is thought to speed up the arrival of a lover to you or encourage a reluctant lover to make a cerebral relationship physical.
Apricot: For flirtation or light hearted romantic experience.
Avocado: To make yourself appear younger to others or increase personal beauty or attractiveness. Avocado is the love apple of Venus.
Banana: Eaten by males - increases fertility and heroism. Eaten by females - draws a lover.
Beets: Increases virility, passion, erotica and fertility. It is a root so it grounds a relationship and binds the lover to you.
Blueberry: To eliminate obstacles or rivals that may come between you. As you swallow each blueberry, imagine the things that come between you falling away or disappearing.
Butter: To eliminate hostility and arguments. While smoothing it on a piece of bread, hopefully with a little honey too, think of things smoothing out.
Cardamom: This herb is thought to amplify a love that is already there or strengthen existing relationships. Drink a cup of Chai tea with cardamom in it for this purpose.
Carrot: Helps bring masculine energies to a woman. For a man strengthens virility.
Celery: Increases libido and passion. Encourages reluctant lovers to take action
Cherry: Eat for love, health and to boost sexual attraction.
Chocolate: An aphrodisiac. Lifts moods and attracts sensual experiences. Binds lovers.
Clove: Add clove to curry dishes, baked dishes and hot chocolate for fun, love and erotic experiences. This is also the bud of stolen kisses so it is good for mistresses to spike their lover's meals with it.
Coriander: Add to curries and salads to attract your soulmate. It represents a high spiritual love combined with wisdom.
Cucumber: Eaten for sexual stamina, beautiful skin. Chop with extreme prejudice if you are into revenge on a certain philandering male.
Eggs: An ancient symbol of conception: Eat for fertility and fidelity.
Garlic: Eat to banish the "other woman" or a rival who may be in the way.
Grapes: Grapes are a symbol of a happy marriage and many children. Eat to increase fertility and emotional security. Can also be used to increase your popularity with opposite sex. As you eat each grape, picture another lover coming your way ? known or unknown. Red grapes are best for this purpose.
Guava: Relieves heartbreak, attracts new romance, revives the erotic imagination.
Honey: The nectar of the Gods. Sweetens up a relationship. Attracts positive love and attention.
Lemon: Marriage, joy, fidelity, pure intentions and longevity in a relationship.
Mushrooms: Eat raw to make yourself beautiful and increase your feminine mystique.
Orange: Health, fidelity, love and joy.
Peanut: Crack these open from the shell and attract more male energy into your life.
Peas: Used to attract love, positive Goddess energy into life.
Pineapple: To attract a wealthy lover.
Pomegranate: For fertility, erotic imagination, a long line of descendants. Also eaten sometimes to attract numerous partners or a wealthy partner.
Popcorn: For popularity and fun. As each corn pops in the microwave, picture another positive romantic event.
Pork: Eaten for fertility.
Quince: Are traditionally eaten for happiness between lovers.
Raspberry: For sexual stamina and amplifying love that is there.
Sweet Relish: For enhancing sexual passion.
Rice: For childbearing and fertility.
Sausage: To bring kinky sexual partners to you, a variety of partners or social excitement.
Strawberry: To attract a lover, to increase sexual intensity and stamina of a lover. To make a lover think of you eat a strawberry every day.
Sweet Potato: To attract a well grounded, emotional secure, gentle wise love.
Maple Syrup: To assure a positive "first meeting" or that a blind date goes well.
Tomato: The original "love apple". Eat to attract a partner or increase the love that is already there.
Tangerine: Health, fidelity, flirtation, love, joy and childlike qualities. Banishes heaviness
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Home Theatre
Man, I was checking out one of my client’s house yesterday and I totally fell in love with his 4 by 8 foot home theatre with 9 foot tall ceiling. I would have taken pictures except that it was inappropriate to share his design without his consent. So you will have to make do with my descriptions and see if you can picture the place. The picture above is Gregg Schwartz's home theatre system which was in another review and considerably smaller.
The room is soundproof with a 1 pound per square foot sound barrier material behind each wall. The three colors color scheme consists of black, red geranium and white. 12 black wall panels hang with varying heights on each side and work to absorb any echoes. There is a huge white panel at the back with blocks of different sizes and length.
The room is soundproof with a 1 pound per square foot sound barrier material behind each wall. The three colors color scheme consists of black, red geranium and white. 12 black wall panels hang with varying heights on each side and work to absorb any echoes. There is a huge white panel at the back with blocks of different sizes and length.
All the corners are curved to allow for a smoother flow of sound. They also use an eight-piece in-wall speaker system which utilizes patented M3D for realistic surround sound. I particularly love the Cannas five-piece sofa set with cupholder seats just like the movies theatres. Two sofas sit on the lower end with steps on the sides to a 1 foot raise to the higher end with three sofas. Mind you, these seats can cost up to $5,000 each. When the lights are turned off, the floor lights around the room and steps will come on. Just like the cinemas.
They use Epson PowerLite Full HD 1080p 3LCD Home Theatre Projector on a 100" 16-9 electric screen which made the Celine Dion’s Las Vegas Concert we were watching come to live. It was like she was in the room singing to me. Simply magical.
The whole project cost about CDN$30,000 in a 2 weeks period which included combining two rooms into one and rewiring. Reasonable cost for such a masterpiece.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Looking at the US Dollar
The US dollar enjoyed a rally for several weeks peaking around October 27th and then flirted around many fluctuations stirred by market news. While some may mistake the dollar rally as an indication of the US economic crisis stabling out and moving towards recovery, others like me would stay wary of the strength of the dollar until the damage of the now defunct financial structure is fully comprehended. Now it seems like the US dollar has peaked out, let us examine if there are any factors that can be future stimulation.
- Drum roll please. And our winner is……. The main factor for the rally is the payoffs of death contracts or transfer of toxic financial products under the false security of guarantees from a crippled government. All these transactions involve US dollars thus pushing it higher.
- The government rescue packages basically dumps money into the market but what is more important is the consensus among other countries to simultaneously buy US dollar to help the US economy.
- The market is undergoing liquidation. People understand that “money is king” and is sitting on as much cash as they can. Of course, the smart ones understand that the US is past tense and play to exit quickly. You can interpret the market fluctuations as reactions to the good/bad news or you can see it as part of the game where the players are trying to cover their positions using false movements of the markets as bait.
- How many times have we seen the US stock market go down, non-government bond yields rise, the US dollar rise and the US Treasury Bond yields fall? The US economy cannot afford liquidation and constricted credit amidst falling confidence, more bank distress measures, more job loss and more home foreclosures. These seem like danger signs more than anything.
- Next big shoe to drop? Credit cards. Cash only please.
- We all love Obama for what he symbolizes but let’s face it. He is not God and nothing short of a miracle can restore order. When questioned recently how long this economic crisis will last, he was dumbfounded for an answer.
- Economic indicator numbers coming out in January and with interest already sitting at near 0%, it is hard to foresee a stronger US dollar any time soon. But, rest assured there will not be a huge drop in US dollar value any time soon either. My question is if people are losing their jobs, what good is 0% financing to promote spending?
Enough talk about parking in gold stocks or what’s not. Do you realize that the gap between physical and paper gold market is widening. The more massive the paper manipulation, the more violent the coming correction. The paper-physical arbitrage is at the brink of losing control. Then again, I have never been a dedicated fan of gold seeing as to how unpredictable it is.
Expect more fluctuations in the US dollar but it is going no where soon. I think we are at the stage of the crisis when you know, I know and the government knows that we can only drag this crisis out and hope for a long and slow recovery.
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Meanwhile news of the US interest cut to at least 0.25% exploded. The following were found for comments....
Joe V from Canada writes: "If the problem was caused by excessive debt, what makes him think that letting people borrow money for free is going to fix the problem? Even elementary school students could tell that such a plan is insane. It seems like these brainwashed Keynesian economists are the only ones stupid enough to believe their own garbage, and the tragedy is that they are in control of economic policy.God help the USA."
truth betold from Canada writes: "It's a terrible idea. Savings = Wealth. Spending is not wealth. The lower interest rates go and the more money gets thrown from helicopters, the less the colorful paper in your wallet can buy. Therefore, the only prudent response is to buy things. i.e. convert your increasingly worthless paper into hard goods: gold, paid-for real estate, work vehicles, tools. And when hyper-inflation kicks in: toilet paper, canned goods and heating fuel. See you Keynesian sheep on the other side. "
Ryan Lemay from Canada writes: "Well there you have it! Socialism for the rich! "Okkkaaay, sir lets see everything on your application looks good. You stole from investors, cooked the books, borrowed beyond your means, come from a ivey league background, friends of the Republicans. Everything looks in order. Application approved. How much do you want for your bail-out?" "Next application please... Okay, I see here you are penniless, been living on the street for 6 months, you have a full-time job but it pays minimum wage so you can't afford rent, you work hard, seems your record check confirms you are a fairly honest individual, no criminal record came up as well, says here on your application you wish to better yourself with education and hard work? Sorry sir, I don't think you fit the criteria for 'true need'. Application denied!! Security get this undeserving guy out of here!" "
Monday, December 15, 2008
Relishing that mushy feeling....
My friend who is flying in from Singapore is really lucky. He had let on of his intention to visit Whistler for some snowboarding except that there was very little snow. Then two days before his arrival, it happened - consecutive days of snowing.
Yes, it is freeeeeezzzzing outside. Being a Cancer, normally this is the perfect time for me to hide in my shell and hibernate, but my friend, Danny, was hosting one of his delicious potlucks and many of my friends are showing up. So I ended up plowing through the snow with my mom’s chicken pies on hand. But it was alright because the party was really a blast and gave me quite a few insights.
For one, a few of my so-called friends at the party have criticized my blog quite vigorously. While I enjoy constructive criticism, I must say I feel offended when stigmatized as mushy. I admit that my romantic pieces are as they call it, but hey, do I have to explain that they are meant to be soaked in romance which in essence is sugar-coated dipped in extra sweet sauce. Don’t eat the dessert if you don’t have the tooth for it. There is a reason why I categorized my posts so you have the option of picking your preference.
Then again, it is not that they find anything mushy. But they are uncomfortable displaying their affections as it leaves them vulnerable.
The night finally ended. Did I mention it was freezing like hell? Ok, bad metaphor. Anyways, we did decide to have the next party at my house on New Year’s Eve.
Did I mention that it is a swimwear party?
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Half Empty, Half Filled
Even with the suffering economy, restaurant businesses have been thriving. At least, my favourite ones are. As I walked in, the bustling restaurant immediately gave a huge greeting. “How many, Sir?”. I raised my finger (No, it is not the middle one) to indicate that I am alone. Lately, all my meals have been in the quiet company of solitude.
As I was directed to a table, my eyes met another’s, someone also resting alone. Her half empty orange juice and almost empty plate of bread suggest that she had been at her table for a while. Then I did something I have never done before, waved away the waitress and walked up to the lady, “May I join you?”
Usually, fear of failure would have paralyzed me before words exited my mouth but I had a strong feeling that she would not turn me down. Before my seat got warm, we were sharing a nice lunch together. Nothing fancy - a little calamari to indulge in, surprisingly fresh fish and chips and the most delicious cheesecake to finish. By sharing I mean we ordered one and shared. The ambience was anything but romantic and sitting across her, half the time I had difficulty hearing. Then again, the laughs and constant flirting of the eyes were fun, very fun. If anything, this was a different kind of lunch, almost like a date.
The half filled orange juice suggests that she has been here a while.
“You haven’t touched your drink”, I said.
“Oh, it isn’t mine.” Her smile hinted a bit of naughtiness.
“Oh?” Not quite what I have expected. Then again, today is just one of those days.
“Imagine what you did except that when you sat down, I left.”
Our laughter was simultaneous.
“Oh, sweet irony.”, I waved for the waitress. “One order of orange juice in two half filled glass, please.”
As I was directed to a table, my eyes met another’s, someone also resting alone. Her half empty orange juice and almost empty plate of bread suggest that she had been at her table for a while. Then I did something I have never done before, waved away the waitress and walked up to the lady, “May I join you?”
Usually, fear of failure would have paralyzed me before words exited my mouth but I had a strong feeling that she would not turn me down. Before my seat got warm, we were sharing a nice lunch together. Nothing fancy - a little calamari to indulge in, surprisingly fresh fish and chips and the most delicious cheesecake to finish. By sharing I mean we ordered one and shared. The ambience was anything but romantic and sitting across her, half the time I had difficulty hearing. Then again, the laughs and constant flirting of the eyes were fun, very fun. If anything, this was a different kind of lunch, almost like a date.
The half filled orange juice suggests that she has been here a while.
“You haven’t touched your drink”, I said.
“Oh, it isn’t mine.” Her smile hinted a bit of naughtiness.
“Oh?” Not quite what I have expected. Then again, today is just one of those days.
“Imagine what you did except that when you sat down, I left.”
Our laughter was simultaneous.
“Oh, sweet irony.”, I waved for the waitress. “One order of orange juice in two half filled glass, please.”
Friday, December 12, 2008
Pessism + Cynicism = Global Crisis
I finally squeezed in 10 hours of sleep yesterday and I did it by forcing myself to forget everything and just rest. This is no easy feat. Similar to how everyone is talking about the economy every chance they get, my mind is set on constant analytical mode by default.
So I had a chance to re-evaluate the situation this morning with a clearer mind. Many still think that the Canadian economy is strong and the recent government reactions are purely a response to the pessimism of those who suffered in stocks and real estate. Let me just point out that with lower interest rates (US expected to cut 0.5% in January to 0.5% and Canada to follow), the government is forcing people to spend. In a well regulated and moving cycle, the money that is drawn from savings in Banks will eventually flow back into the Bank. But this is not the case now.
What will people spend on? There is no way to know how deep in the hole public companies are, therefore stocks and financial instruments effectively lose their appeal. The safest bet is to go into real estate especially commercial which still has a 6-8% return and the risk of vacancy and non-recoverables. Now with banks unwilling to lend or more accurately with nothing to lend (no deposits), the only ones who can afford to buy real estates are those who can fully finance their own purchases. This easily leaves the majority of people at home with their money on their hands and not knowing what to do.
Maybe they are right - I should be more optimistic and less cynical. After all, Canada was voted to have the soundest banking system in the world by World Economic Forum. Then again..... There is no way to go back in time to when US has $1 of gold in the reserve for every $1 they issue. There is no way to eliminate all the greed or stupidity. There is no way for the poor and rich ratio to remain close, no way to solve world hunger, no way to not have crimes and wars…….. Should we just accept it, embrace it and by God pay our tribute to it, and hope by some self-fulfilling miracle, our lives will all be better?
Maybe they are right - I should be more optimistic and less cynical. After all, Canada was voted to have the soundest banking system in the world by World Economic Forum. Then again..... There is no way to go back in time to when US has $1 of gold in the reserve for every $1 they issue. There is no way to eliminate all the greed or stupidity. There is no way for the poor and rich ratio to remain close, no way to solve world hunger, no way to not have crimes and wars…….. Should we just accept it, embrace it and by God pay our tribute to it, and hope by some self-fulfilling miracle, our lives will all be better?
Optimism is like an ego-stroker, the more you milk it, the more deluded you become. Sorry, I've tried and failed, the poison of pessimism and cynicism is simply too deep in me. Just leave me to die.
Match Made In Snow
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow. Vancouver is finally experiencing the long awaited snow. Life is full of surprises.
After seeing Nophy yesterday, the first time in months after her engagement news, she was distinctly more beautiful. Is it love or marriage that has that effect? Or both? Maybe it is how she has overcome adversity and dozens of heartbreaks to finally find the special someone. Yes, she is strong and probably even more stubborn to live her life her way which accounts for all the unnecessary failures she had. But they are all bygones now, she is happy and that is all that matters.
Suddenly, it dawned upon me, it seems like every single friend or acquaintance of ours has at one point or another been a victim of matchmaking manifested by my dad. Not one has ended in success and not for a lack of trying. Sometimes all you can do is laugh about it because they are so obviously wrong for each other.
After seeing Nophy yesterday, the first time in months after her engagement news, she was distinctly more beautiful. Is it love or marriage that has that effect? Or both? Maybe it is how she has overcome adversity and dozens of heartbreaks to finally find the special someone. Yes, she is strong and probably even more stubborn to live her life her way which accounts for all the unnecessary failures she had. But they are all bygones now, she is happy and that is all that matters.
Suddenly, it dawned upon me, it seems like every single friend or acquaintance of ours has at one point or another been a victim of matchmaking manifested by my dad. Not one has ended in success and not for a lack of trying. Sometimes all you can do is laugh about it because they are so obviously wrong for each other.
Then as I walked to work in the pile of snow today, I tried to match the pile of footprints of those before me. And it is kindda fun.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Ephiphany
I was struck by an epiphany. Yes, it is the sort of revelation that feels like a warm hand on my cheek keeping me tethered to the surface of a world I have just began to understand. It brings to me many trivial things – such as last night’s drizzle which was supposed to be snow – just because at a time, when my thoughts were dry and nothing seemed to matter, she sent me a caring greeting. Sometimes, a little is enough.
My epiphany tells me a story. It speaks of a land of year long Christmas and people in constant bliss. They celebrate each day with earnests no matter what it might bring. They have a perfect, romantic or even fantasy view on love, the kind few ever find. They work, but never feel worn down, with purpose on their mind. Contented and happy. Sometimes, it is that simple.
She did not come with a bang or a sudden click of mind. I think she has always been around; I just never looked to see her there.
I was struck by an ephipany - The days are getting colder but there is warmth if you just know where to look.
My epiphany tells me a story. It speaks of a land of year long Christmas and people in constant bliss. They celebrate each day with earnests no matter what it might bring. They have a perfect, romantic or even fantasy view on love, the kind few ever find. They work, but never feel worn down, with purpose on their mind. Contented and happy. Sometimes, it is that simple.
She did not come with a bang or a sudden click of mind. I think she has always been around; I just never looked to see her there.
I was struck by an ephipany - The days are getting colder but there is warmth if you just know where to look.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Waiting.....
She had a perfect life – loving and rich family, brains and beauty, even her grace is unsurpassed by time. But no man has ever made her heart beat, she has never been in love. Still she believes destiny has something special in store for her, that one day, her prince will come.
One fine day while praying at a temple, she saw in a distance a man and her heart went wild. She knew then and there that he is the one. Before she could steal a closer look, the man vanished into the crowd. Determined to find him, she searched all over the temple until the night tells her to stop. Dejected, she went to the temple and prayed that she might see him again.
A Goddess, deeply moved by her sincerity, broke the silence of the night and asked, “Do you want to see him again?”
The answer was obvious. "Yes"
“Then you would have to train for 500 years.”
Her mind was set. 500 years is way shorter than never.
"I will. Please let me see him again."
That night, she was turned into a rock, made to withstand the cold of a winter’s night and the heat of a summer’s day. But through it all, she felt happiness never felt before. 500 years flew by, she has been molded into the size of a pebble sitting on a pave way. But finally, the day she has waited for has arrived, nothing could contain her excitement, years and years of hardship cannot hide the glow the little pebble had that day.
There he was. Tall, handsome and radiant, just the way she remembered. He walked along in big commanding strides. Suddenly he came to a stop, quickly surveyed the area and stole a moment's rest before hurriedly continuing his journey.
The moment was brief but to her, it was eternity. There is nothing sweeter but as he walked away, there was pain and disappointment worse than anything these 500 years can ever bring.
The Goddess saw it all. Picking up the pebble, she asked, “My dear child, I can help you if you want to be closer to him. Do you want to touch him?”
“Yes!!” She suddenly saw a glimpse of hope. There was not a moment of hesitation. He has been her every thought since she saw him and she knew what she wanted.
“Then you have withstand another 500 years of training.”
And just like that, she got turned into a tree. If she had not experienced 500 years of waiting before, the ensuing wait would have been unbearable. But 500 years later, she has proven her sincerity and she believes that she will soon be rewarded. When a familiar face appeared in a distance, the leaves were rustling in excitement.
This time, he strolled along, taking it slow and stopped by the tree. It is an unusually hot morning and he was full of envy of the warm shadows sitting under the tree. Then he chose a spot, sat down and laid back against her. Under the her protection, he closed his eyes and rested.
Seconds crept into minutes and minutes into hours. The day met with the night as a chilling breeze broke his slumber. Standing up, he gave the tree a little pat as if to thank it for the warm shelter. Then he was gone.
“Well, are you satisfied?” The chill asked in ever so familiarly kind voice
The branches and leaves quivered with raging emotions.
“Well, if you want to be his wife…”
“No." The rustling of the leaves cut in "That’s alright. This is enough.”
“Enough? Don’t you want to be together with him?”
“I do. I know be it another 500 or 1,000 years, I can definitely wait it out. But just now as he laid in my arms, I finally understood that I have been chasing a dream, the idea of a perfect love. I have found it and that is... enough.” A sudden refreshing breeze ran over her as she turned back into a lady. A thousand years of waiting have made her realized she has wasted too much valuable time.
As the chill weaved a smiling face and kiss her, “Maybe this is for the better……. You know, someone has been waiting over 2,000 years for you.”
One fine day while praying at a temple, she saw in a distance a man and her heart went wild. She knew then and there that he is the one. Before she could steal a closer look, the man vanished into the crowd. Determined to find him, she searched all over the temple until the night tells her to stop. Dejected, she went to the temple and prayed that she might see him again.
A Goddess, deeply moved by her sincerity, broke the silence of the night and asked, “Do you want to see him again?”
The answer was obvious. "Yes"
“Then you would have to train for 500 years.”
Her mind was set. 500 years is way shorter than never.
"I will. Please let me see him again."
That night, she was turned into a rock, made to withstand the cold of a winter’s night and the heat of a summer’s day. But through it all, she felt happiness never felt before. 500 years flew by, she has been molded into the size of a pebble sitting on a pave way. But finally, the day she has waited for has arrived, nothing could contain her excitement, years and years of hardship cannot hide the glow the little pebble had that day.
There he was. Tall, handsome and radiant, just the way she remembered. He walked along in big commanding strides. Suddenly he came to a stop, quickly surveyed the area and stole a moment's rest before hurriedly continuing his journey.
The moment was brief but to her, it was eternity. There is nothing sweeter but as he walked away, there was pain and disappointment worse than anything these 500 years can ever bring.
The Goddess saw it all. Picking up the pebble, she asked, “My dear child, I can help you if you want to be closer to him. Do you want to touch him?”
“Yes!!” She suddenly saw a glimpse of hope. There was not a moment of hesitation. He has been her every thought since she saw him and she knew what she wanted.
“Then you have withstand another 500 years of training.”
And just like that, she got turned into a tree. If she had not experienced 500 years of waiting before, the ensuing wait would have been unbearable. But 500 years later, she has proven her sincerity and she believes that she will soon be rewarded. When a familiar face appeared in a distance, the leaves were rustling in excitement.
This time, he strolled along, taking it slow and stopped by the tree. It is an unusually hot morning and he was full of envy of the warm shadows sitting under the tree. Then he chose a spot, sat down and laid back against her. Under the her protection, he closed his eyes and rested.
Seconds crept into minutes and minutes into hours. The day met with the night as a chilling breeze broke his slumber. Standing up, he gave the tree a little pat as if to thank it for the warm shelter. Then he was gone.
“Well, are you satisfied?” The chill asked in ever so familiarly kind voice
The branches and leaves quivered with raging emotions.
“Well, if you want to be his wife…”
“No." The rustling of the leaves cut in "That’s alright. This is enough.”
“Enough? Don’t you want to be together with him?”
“I do. I know be it another 500 or 1,000 years, I can definitely wait it out. But just now as he laid in my arms, I finally understood that I have been chasing a dream, the idea of a perfect love. I have found it and that is... enough.” A sudden refreshing breeze ran over her as she turned back into a lady. A thousand years of waiting have made her realized she has wasted too much valuable time.
As the chill weaved a smiling face and kiss her, “Maybe this is for the better……. You know, someone has been waiting over 2,000 years for you.”
YUPRE gathering
Mistakes upon mistakes and sometimes that is the only thing that makes sense. Why? Because it is always hard to admit that you are wrong, even with the power of hind sight. Maybe that can explain why even with all the evidences laid out in front, some can still live in denial that the world is not in recession and Canada have immunity. At least a handful of young professionals I met in a meeting last night at the YUPRE gathering expressed optimism in the Canadian market much to my bewilderment.
Perhaps they are attempting to spread the optimism to avoid the self-fulfilling prophecy of impending recession. In any case, it felt like a complete waste of my time listening to them preach that this financial crisis will pass in time and people will soon forget.
Then in another group, they were debating what really caused the collapse of Capitalism -the real estate crisis or credit crisis. They obviously haven’t read the Prince Sultan University article on “Credit Crisis – The Worst Is Yet To Come”, which discusses that abstract value instead of hard value has created a vortex of speculation distorting the whole value system and greed takes over. In any case, this debate does nothing to elevate the situation unless one of them actually can isolate the problems and tackle them individually.
Sometimes I do pity those who lack rationality in their thinking. Seriously, I do.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
The Canadian crisis
"Three years ago we were told that if all the condos that were planned were built, here in the Greater Vancouver area, we would have a 20% oversupply. Now throw in a credit crunch, a tanking economy, depleted savings and investments and we have ...... ??"
"Don't you just love those stories about the car salesman who sold 8 in the morning and another 8 or 12 in the afternoon - before he even had his coffee break. He must be one heck of a salesman given that BMW corporate head office released their sales statistics which showed sales down by over 25%. Gosh without that one fictitious salesman they would have been down by 30%. Now can we please get back to some reality in the discussion of this economic slowdown? Lots of people are going to get hurt financially. Lots of people are already hurting. But no worries really - Stevie will be back on the job come Jan 26. And that's fiction too."
"I think this is even more reason for us to shoot off a bunch of populist nonsense, put on top hats, and see if we can repeat every mistake made in the great depression letter for letter. No sireee, no stimulus, nah ah, no auto bailout, it's better to lose a million jobs and be able to wag smug fingers and have everyone go on holiday in parliament then to pull together as a nation in a pragmatic way and face this crisis. And as everyone from the West, East, Central, English, French, Aboriginal and Northern parts of our country knows it's those dummies in the East, West, Central and Southern, Aboriginal, French and English parts fault. I told you so."
Funny, funny stuff I read on a forum. I have been patient thus far waiting for the Canadian government to be truthful about it all. Our economy is not that disintegrated from the US and as much as we want to believe that our financial structure is sounder, our financial sector is not immune to global recession. This is the biggest financial crisis in 70 years. Canada has been in a recession for over a year. There has been turmoil in the markets since 2007. The housing crisis in the states is as old or older. What is obvious to everyone seemed to be impossible for the Canadian government to understand. Lehman Brothers failed in September. That was when the critical patient (the global economy) went into cardiac arrest. Almost all the major central banks, including EU, China, and USA have all announced counter measures and tackling the problem (regardless of how much effect they actually have).
The feeling I am getting is that the Canadian government thinks that by ignoring the problem or denying it, it will just go away. Self correction, orderly market correction or whatever you want to call it, they are nothing more than highly publicized self delusions. It is not too much to ask that our government at least has a detailed plan by now. It is not too much to ask that any political party has a detailed plan by now. Today, the Bank of Canada cut their key interest rate by 0.75% to stand at 1.5% which is at 1950s level. We'll see how that goes.
Let’s think about it. With a growing class of unemployed especially in the construction industry, sound infrastructure and job creation has climbed to top priority on the list. At this point no amount of stimulus as I see it can restore order and public confidence globally. You have to let them rebuild in a slow and painful process. For the time being, let us all concentrate on being more independent and resolving whatever domestic problems we can. In doing so, we may cut our connections from the rest of the world and may end up killing the trade industry and foreign relations but it also slows the bleeding spreading over from the rest of the world.
Monday, December 8, 2008
Another Cinderella Story
This is quite a cute teen flick to watch. I especially love the two dance clips below. The one with them in a dance studio dancing with a two-way mirror separating them is simply classic.
Santa vs the Snowman
I can’t even remember the last time I had such a long stretch of waking up by 8 in the morning. Pure torture I tell you. It gets increasingly difficult to drag myself out of bed while I try to squeeze every second out of the little sleep time I have. As if having not enough sleep is not bad enough, I have been suffering from these sleep cycles which keeps me consciously unconscious. It is a weird feeling when you know you are sleeping yet very much awake - weird and very, very tiring. Maybe I need a break.
Yesterday, Sunday morning, I found myself attending a RBC IMAX event featuring two shows “The Nutcracker” and “Santa versus the Snowman”. Being no big fan of Holiday flicks, I wasn’t looking forward to this event especially after sitting through the “The Nutcracker”. I swear…. A little longer and my head will crack. Anyways, "Santa vs the Snowman" turned out to be quite funny and entertaining at least. With clever humor and an epic battle scene, I would have to give this short flick two thumbs up.
Yesterday, Sunday morning, I found myself attending a RBC IMAX event featuring two shows “The Nutcracker” and “Santa versus the Snowman”. Being no big fan of Holiday flicks, I wasn’t looking forward to this event especially after sitting through the “The Nutcracker”. I swear…. A little longer and my head will crack. Anyways, "Santa vs the Snowman" turned out to be quite funny and entertaining at least. With clever humor and an epic battle scene, I would have to give this short flick two thumbs up.
A TV special first aired in 1997, "Santa and the Snowman" makes the 3D IMAX scene and brings with it loads of fun and laughter. As the lights of the Santa's workshop lured the lonely Snowman in, he is soon consumed with jealousy of the love and goodies that Santa has. The Snowman sets out to take over Santa's job and triggered the story of "The Christmas That Almost Wasn't". I am not sure if the kids can get all the cynicisms involved but what the heck, they all enjoyed it.
By the time we left, the theatre was filled with children’s laughter and you can just feel love in the air. Maybe Christmas won’t be that bad (except for the picking out gifts part).
Friday, December 5, 2008
Feminism - Now and then
I consider myself pretty liberal and open-minded but it still surprises me what some would consider art these days.
Two days ago, I attended a private banking function hosted by RBC at the Vancouver Art Gallery and was held hostage by the large collection of feminism art. Mind you, these are pretty sensitive if not offensive materials if you do not have the appetite for it. Nudity, lots of it, but not in any sense pretty. Maybe it is just me, but I seriously tried to comprehend some of these pieces, including a room build with mattresses with some clips inside, but while the bouncing around seemed fun, the art failed to form a connection with me.
This afternoon, during a lunch with some of my colleagues, we were contemplating how we were born 20-40 years too late. Back in the days, women had a less substantial role in society and men were the beneficiary. By strengthening women’s status, conflicts were created and their independence from men also dissolved many of the traditional family values that were instilled since young. Then divorces climbed and violence increased. People have less and less tolerance for differences and less and less patience to develop manners.
Don’t get me wrong, I have always been a supporter of feminism, at least till it shifted away from the struggle for equality to the battle for power with men. Maybe in many parts of the world, women are still far from equal with men, but let’s face it, we are of different genders and sex, we are meant to be different.
Equality is an ideal that works on paper and in theory but fail in reality. Feminism is not even an ideal, it is just an excuse. Be it for art or priveleges.
HELP UNWANTED - MORE JOB LOSSES
If you haven’t heard, Canada loses 71,000 jobs in November, most in 26 years. The news sent Canada’s Loonie falling to almost a four year low. Meanwhile, US has lost over half a million jobs in November, most in 34 years. So this effectively makes it certain that there will be subsequent rate cuts for Canada as expected in the first quarter of next year. Question is how much more rate cuts can you get before you realize that it is much too little, way too late?
Interestingly with all the rate cuts, the recovery when it comes will come with a sharp hike in the rates. What does this imply? At the moment, most banks are no longer offering floating rates. For term loans, starting position of all the institutional lenders are now 50% Loan-To-Value, with 5-year fixed rate at 7.5% - 7.9%. For operating credits, RBC & BMO are pricing and/or re-pricing with P+1.75% as the benchmark. Now consider a 5 year fixed rate, if historic peak to peak is 7 years, it will most certainly not take 5 years for the market to rebound (probably about 3 ½ years).
If you still need me to spell it out, for those of you who need to get a loan, negotiating a fixed rate will actually work to your favor in the long run. Sorry to say, things will get tougher for the banks and that is what worries me at the moment.
Interestingly with all the rate cuts, the recovery when it comes will come with a sharp hike in the rates. What does this imply? At the moment, most banks are no longer offering floating rates. For term loans, starting position of all the institutional lenders are now 50% Loan-To-Value, with 5-year fixed rate at 7.5% - 7.9%. For operating credits, RBC & BMO are pricing and/or re-pricing with P+1.75% as the benchmark. Now consider a 5 year fixed rate, if historic peak to peak is 7 years, it will most certainly not take 5 years for the market to rebound (probably about 3 ½ years).
If you still need me to spell it out, for those of you who need to get a loan, negotiating a fixed rate will actually work to your favor in the long run. Sorry to say, things will get tougher for the banks and that is what worries me at the moment.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Science Solves the Credit Crunch
Today, I found an interesting and fun piece by BottleBlondSurfer on the GreatWriting Forum where I posts some of my works to sometimes.
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As the world wide credit crunch seems to have confounded the best economic minds around. Politicians have been turning their attention to science in the desperate hope of finding some answers.
After the scientists were briefed and told how economics works and what money is and what you do with it, they tackled the problem by applying well-known formulae to it.
"We have with us Dr Fortescue who will explain his theory”
“Thank you, well standard classical physics tells us that P equals E over t as you see on the graph.
P = E/t
In this equation P is power and E is energy and t is time, but economic law tell us that Time is money, and knowledge is power. So if we substituted these values in our classic equation we then get this, second equation
K=E/M
where k equals knowledge and M equals money. So then solving this formula we get
M=E/K "
“Yes doctor I can see the equation but I can’t see how this solves anything”.
“Well it might not solve the problem but is does explain one thing. If we look at the equation we see that as knowledge approaches zero, money approaches infinity ,regardless of the energy expended. Now this does go some way to explain the salaries of the bankers who caused this crisis"
"Thank you Doctor. It's reassuring to know that science will always come up with the answer"
For those, we forget to care for....
"My valediction left it short with wishful thinking the pain will linger a while.
With lights crowding around the spot,I stood up high and shouted a mile.
As I wait for the echo that never came, the light began to fade away.
My audience sits and only sits, deaf, blind and restless to stay."
With lights crowding around the spot,I stood up high and shouted a mile.
As I wait for the echo that never came, the light began to fade away.
My audience sits and only sits, deaf, blind and restless to stay."
Sometimes, people just don't care.
No matter how hard you have tried, we still do not care.
Do we care that a kid committed suicide because he does not want to be a burden on his extremely poor family?
Do we care that the money we make are at the expense of hardworking low-classes that is struggling to get by?
Do we care that the food we cannot finish can feed a country of hunger?
Do we care when we lay in the comfort of our bed at night, others sleeps in the cold without a roof over their head?
Sad to say..... most of us don't.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
2008 November REBGV Stats
It is a slow November for Greater Vancouver. How slow, you ask? Put it this way, 90% of the realtors are not making money, 95% of the listings did not sell, sales are down 69.7% from a year ago and continuing to decline fast. Despite what some delusional marketeer by the name of Bob Rennie might say, Canada is not that immune to the same real estate and credit crisis which has sent US into disarray.
If you are sitting on a mortgage or two, you should probably start panicking. Truth be told, it is not a buyers or sellers market anymore, it is quickly evolving to a no market with the bottom no where to be seen.
No, this is not the chance of a lifetime. At least not yet. Whatever small knee jerk reactions the market have now and then are hardly any indication that we are reaching some floor resistance. The worst is yet to come.
2008 November REBGV Stats Release If you are sitting on a mortgage or two, you should probably start panicking. Truth be told, it is not a buyers or sellers market anymore, it is quickly evolving to a no market with the bottom no where to be seen.
No, this is not the chance of a lifetime. At least not yet. Whatever small knee jerk reactions the market have now and then are hardly any indication that we are reaching some floor resistance. The worst is yet to come.
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Tough Times, Tough People
For the past couple of days, the bank office has enjoyed a saturnine silence. Meetings after meetings to discuss possible market outlooks and projections still lead us back to where we started. In this unpredictable storm, there is at best guesses on where it will hit next. This leaves us with no realistic analytical positions and preparations. One thing certain, most company will be under water this coming year.
Our high executives addressed the financial crisis in a board meeting today. The sepulchral tone sent chills down your spine as you listened to the list of red numbers and missed targets.
“The US credit crisis has led to the Canadian real estate market woes which have spread to the retail and trade sectors. While we has managed to limit our interim financing portfolio, with Bank of Canada rate cuts and fellow banks using high over-competitive interest rates to attract deposits, whatever profit we had made in the first half of the year has been wiped out. Though we are still in the green this year, with deteriorating market conditions, it will be hard to not break even in 2009.
Our only advantage at the moment is that while other financial institutions are either completely reluctant to offer loan facilities or that they are incapacitated in the amount they can offer, we are still sitting on a strong reserve and open to loan opportunities. ”
With further interest rate cuts expected from Bank of Canada, the spread will diminish even further. This means that for those who need loans, they would have to pay a rate approximate Prime plus 2% or more. Since the few corporate sources for loans will be extremely selective, less than preferred customers will have difficulties in securing a loan. And do not assume that if you are willing to pay high interest rates, there will be plenty of private lenders available. A majority of private lenders have their own equity intricacies and others will be more tied to the sidelines on a wait-and-see mindset.
The lack of lending will adversely affect businesses, both in operations and investments. Many will not survive and those that do will be considerably downsized. What will happen to all the jobless?
Things will get tougher, very quickly. Scary, isn’t it?
Our high executives addressed the financial crisis in a board meeting today. The sepulchral tone sent chills down your spine as you listened to the list of red numbers and missed targets.
“The US credit crisis has led to the Canadian real estate market woes which have spread to the retail and trade sectors. While we has managed to limit our interim financing portfolio, with Bank of Canada rate cuts and fellow banks using high over-competitive interest rates to attract deposits, whatever profit we had made in the first half of the year has been wiped out. Though we are still in the green this year, with deteriorating market conditions, it will be hard to not break even in 2009.
Our only advantage at the moment is that while other financial institutions are either completely reluctant to offer loan facilities or that they are incapacitated in the amount they can offer, we are still sitting on a strong reserve and open to loan opportunities. ”
With further interest rate cuts expected from Bank of Canada, the spread will diminish even further. This means that for those who need loans, they would have to pay a rate approximate Prime plus 2% or more. Since the few corporate sources for loans will be extremely selective, less than preferred customers will have difficulties in securing a loan. And do not assume that if you are willing to pay high interest rates, there will be plenty of private lenders available. A majority of private lenders have their own equity intricacies and others will be more tied to the sidelines on a wait-and-see mindset.
The lack of lending will adversely affect businesses, both in operations and investments. Many will not survive and those that do will be considerably downsized. What will happen to all the jobless?
Things will get tougher, very quickly. Scary, isn’t it?
Then again, I am reminded of the saying,
"There is no tough time, just tough people."
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