Forgiveness

You want to know how much it hurts?

Like a thousand knives stabbing through your heart. Like waves and waves hitting you before you can breathe. Like blood oozing from your wound and nothing you can do can slow the bleeding. Like life dying, tears crying.... till there is nothing. Nothing at all.

And do you know what it feels like when you are so tired and all you want to do is give up? You stand at the end of a cliff, waiting for the courage to jump and hoping that all the pain can go away, at least for a while. Do you really want to know?

I know what you want. Forgiveness. You want closure so you can let go of that persistent guilt and you can finally sleep at night. I know what you want. Take a deep breath and everything becomes just a memory. And with time, not even.

But just who are you asking forgiveness from?